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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Kingdom_Hearts
  Relationship:
      Xemnas/Riku
  Character:
      Xemnas, Riku_(Kingdom_Hearts)
  Additional Tags:
      Rape/Non-con_Elements, Light_Bondage, Anal_Fingering, Anal_Sex, Dubious
      Consent
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-04-25 Words: 4787
****** Sweet Despair ******
by Chaotic_Dawn
Summary
     He never expected to lose. It was never an option really. Not after
     he finally made progress in conquering his own darkness. All he
     wanted to do was keep Sora and Kairi safe. And he'd do anything to
     accomplish that.
Notes
See the end of the work for notes
The bruises are still fresh and remind his body of the beating he just took. It
was neither a fair fight nor a leveled footed battle. Simply getting caught
around a corner and render immobile in the swiftest – yet harshest – ways. If
he wasn't sure, he'd assume there's an imprint of the weapon on his back.
He heaves a silent sigh as the darkness splits and he's forced into a rather
large room. His black boots scoff over the wooden floor until he comes to a
stop. The presence behind him exits the Dark Corridor. The smell of darkness
clings to this being's clothes and very being to the point where he wants to
gag.
"Riku."
The deep, sultry voice slams into his back like a ton of bricks. As if it
weights on his shoulders, he doesn't dare to move. He waits and counts his
seconds as that Nobody strides up closer behind him. Each footfall is evident
and makes the floor behind his very feet creak and bend. All he has to do is
not mess this up.
Just as Riku thinks he has him in the right position he wills Soul Eater into
his grasp and spins around. The curved dark blue and red blade slams into
shimmering rods of pure energy. Riku looks up at his captor's face, the red
glow tinging those deep tanned features. His amber eyes seem to glint in that
second.
Riku's only warning.
He shoves Riku backward, almost to where the back of his legs hit the bed.
However, he saves himself at the last moment. His fingers, clad in black
gloves, tighten around the hilt of his sword. "Why did you bring me here,
Xemnas?"
"There is no place to run or hide. Until the goal is complete, this is your
home."
"More like a prison!" he shouts as he lunges forward.
Their blades meet again, but Xemnas doesn't dare to play around this time. The
second ethereal blade appears in his other hand and he brings them down upon
Riku. In two strikes he has the latter stumbling backward and his Keyblade
daring to fall from his hands. He's impressed that the young man can still
stand, but on his territory he's the king. Xemnas approaches him quickly and
slams the side of his hand against the back of Riku's neck.
(_)(_)(_)
All Riku can remember is having lost the fight to Saïx and being drug toward
the Nobody Superior – Xemnas. It's then that he listened to the two debate
until Xemnas finally gave the final word.
He'd take care of this himself.
Saïx never questioned what that meant and Riku was sure it meant death.
Especially when he was shoved into another dark portal and told to walk. He
didn't object. After all, he was out of magic and worn from battling five of
the members on his own to give Xion time to escape.
Although, as Riku opens his eyes – or as well as he can behind the black ribbon
tied about over them – he only wishes he knows what is to come next. Tilting
his head to the side greets him with streaks of pale sunlight slipping in
through the sheer curtains over the windows. It warms his face and brings a
small smile to his lips.
It at least means he's not in the Nobody city. That alone is promising in the
sense of an escape.
He pushes himself up into a sitting position and rubs at the back of his head.
The sting of loss settles into his being yet only fuels the fire for his
potential next victory. All he has to do is get out of here before Xemnas comes
back. Riku slings his legs over the edge of the bed dressed down in simple gray
sheets with hints of white swirled throughout them.
Still dressed in his black cloak, a Dark Corridor is the fastest way to get out
of here. But if this happens to be a new world with Xemnas' secret hideout
tucked away, Riku can't simply leave. He'd be stupid to pass up this chance. A
little snooping just outside of this building can be beneficial.
Riku gives a slow glance about the room. He's sure to take in anything that
might give way to any clues about the Nobody and his plans. But the room itself
seems rather... human of him. From the deep blue-gray walls to the light blue
accents and small lamps attached to them.
He huffs at the sheets that slip to the floor and away from the large, circular
bed with a tall, wooden headboard behind it. It seems rather nice actually.
Although, not something he's ever seen at home in Destiny Islands. Riku turns
away and moves straight for one of the two doors in the room. They're both wide
open and allow views into where they lead.
Moving out onto the balcony of the second floor, Riku glances over the rail
towards ground level. He's not quite surprised, although still a little caught
off guard. The expanse of an area below is rather empty with only a chandelier
hanging from the middle of the ceiling.
Not daring to waste a second, Riku hurries down the long hall toward the left-
side staircase. The sound of his boots slapping against the wood echoes around
the manor as he rushes down toward the front door. Just as he gets close to
reaching for it, he can smell the darkness before he sees it.
The portal begins to spring to life behind him and he stumbles to open the
large, ornate door. It clicks several times, refusing to let him out. Locked.
He slings his hand away and summons a portal of his own, willing it to come
faster than the one somewhere behind him. He rushes toward it the second it
completes – not caring that he's leaving behind such a good opportunity to
investigate.
Riku can practically touch the darkness as he's ripped away from it. Xemnas
grabs at the hood of his cloak and yanks him backward. He can only stumble as
he slams up against Xemnas' chest. Although it knocks the breath out of Riku,
Xemnas is perfectly alright.
Xemnas says nothing as he spins Riku around and practically shoves him back up
the stairs. It takes him several steps to even gain his balance before he can
walk normally even with Xemnas' hand residing on his hood. Riku doesn't go easy
though. He fidgets and tries to pull away at every step. Not that Xemnas seems
to mind. If Riku knew better, he'd say the Nobody is enjoying this.
It's not long before Xemnas pushes Riku into the room and toward the bed. The
look on his face is as expressionless as ever but Riku can see the twinge of
annoyance in his eyes. Xemnas strides toward him, "I don't know how you got
these clothes, but you won't be venturing into the corridors of darkness any
longer."
Riku isn't sure what those words mean at first. At least, not until the man
towers over him with nothing but purpose. Xemnas reaches for him before he has
a chance to react. The zipper draws down and with expert fingers, the heavy
coat flares open. Riku pulls away, lunging for anywhere but near this Nobody.
Fingers curl into the back and sleeve of his coat. The momentum he alone builds
up has his body slipping out of the black jacket and tumbling toward the floor.
At the last second he catches himself, holding onto the corner of the bed as
his knees hit the ground. The coat drops to the ground beside Xemnas' feet and
Riku realizes his chances of escape are dwindling away with each second that
passes. He takes several deep breaths as he turns to glance over his shoulder
only for his eyes to widen beneath the blindfold.
Xemnas strides toward him with nothing put purpose. Each step sounds like
thunder to Riku's ears – a sound he can't escape from. Especially not as Xemnas
twines left hand into Riku's hair while the other clutches at a long black
ribbon of his own. It's a mess of flailing arms and legs in an attempt to push
Xemnas away. But the man is sturdy and resilient; not budging an inch. He
shoves Riku up onto the bed and pushes him against the headboard. The ornately
carved wood digs into his back as he's slammed up against it, a broken groan
breaking from his lips. In the fight to get him up there, Xemnas managed to
step on the backs of Riku's boots to force his feet to leave them.
It's all as the Nobody plans. An expert at knowing just how to manipulate the
situation, he takes advantage of the pain that shoots through Riku's back. His
hand leaves Riku's tresses only to grab at his wrists instead. Even with the
ache, Riku tries to bring his knees up so he can pry Xemnas away from him. But
the latter is quick to sit on his thighs; rendering him helpless. "Get off!"
the younger man shouts even while Xemnas is tying the last of the knots into
the ribbon.
Riku tugs roughly against the binding around his wrists that keep them up above
his head and attached to the headboard. He glares at Xemnas even though the
latter can't see the look. But he does notice the furrowed brow and tautly held
lips. It's then that something tweaks inside of Xemnas' being. It frustrates
him to his core but he can't stop his body from acting on its own. Xemnas
reaches out and brushes his fingertips along the side of Riku's face.
There's a strange hint of comfort that comes from the touch. One that Riku
isn't keen on recognizing from his enemy. He yanks his head in the other
direction and away from Xemnas' hand. Gritting his teeth, he tries to pull
himself as far away from Xemnas as possible. "Are you just going to keep me
here?"
Xemnas pulls away and begins to climb off the bed. "Unless you prefer to submit
darkness you hold."
"Never."
Silvered tresses sway over Xemnas' shoulders as he gives a curt shake of his
head. It's a pity for him to lose such potential… for now. Standing at the end
of the bed he lets his eyes graze over Riku. The latter huffs, "Where are you
going?"
"Not that you have any right to know. I have things that need to be done."
"Isn't that why you have your minions."
"Perhaps you're just waiting for another chance to escape."
Riku bites at the inside of his cheek. Of course that's what he's thinking
about. But he can't deny that it's rather difficult to do anything with his
hands tied. Not that he won't try. Xemnas goes to turn away only to hesitate.
He leans over the bed and reaches for Riku's legs. The poor Keyblade Wielder
can't move fast enough. Those strong fingers tug at the end of his pants and in
several rough pulls he has the tight pants sliding off Riku's body. He drapes
the warm material over his arm before moving to gather the rest of the black
outfit.
Red tinges Riku's face; embarrassment, anger, and everything else that can
possibly make his eye twitch from annoyance. He doesn't a say word, refusing to
give Xemnas any satisfaction. As Xemnas goes to walk back by the bed he notices
that in the process he ended up drawing the sheet down as well. Without another
thought he throws it haphazardly back over Riku before walking into a Dark
Corridor waiting for him in the threshold of the room.
It feels like forever to Riku that Xemnas is gone. Where in reality he was only
absent for a short while, not even an hour. Just enough time to drop off Riku's
clothes, give new orders, and return the second he left his comrades. Of
course, upon returning he almost can't help the feeling of amusement that
tickles the inside of his chest. Although he brushes it away with the mere
thought that the pathetic boy can only get more pathetic.
A deep set frown collects onto Riku's countenance as he scarcely acknowledges
Xemnas' presence. Not that Xemnas is surprised. He knows very well of the
emotions that rage through the young man. He strides toward the bed and merely
raises a brow. The sight before him is hard not to look at – to stare at. Riku
has obviously struggled to get out of his predicament, that much is obvious. A
light sheen of sweat coats his bare chest while the sheet is twisted about
Riku's lap. Apparently, he's tried to get the knots out of the ribbon to free
his hands. The failure to do so leaves him sitting on his legs with his hands
still tugging uselessly at the binds.
That's when Xemnas realizes there's something different – something strange
about this. He shouldn't be feeling a thing, but there's something ingrained in
him that can't help wanting to destroy this youth. He wants this prime subject
to be his – a perfect accomplice to his plans. Then he wouldn't need any of the
others, not as long as he has a Keyblade Wielder willing to walk the dark and
do his bidding.
A memory, one that can't explain itself or even truly takes full form in his
mind, pries at his thoughts. It's then that he knows what he has to do – turn
Riku gingerly over to his side. To break a will as strong as his will take
time, time that the last dark being didn't have the patience for. He strides
around the side of the bed and kneels onto it. Riku tries to move away from him
as a hand reaches toward him. But the bindings keep him still.
With his legs bent under him and spread slightly, Xemnas can easily dip his
hand between them. Not a word is said as Xemnas runs his fingers along the
hidden manhood under the sheet. Riku inhales sharply, as if to try and stop
himself from reacting to the touch. "You want to get stronger, yet you'll deny
my help."
"I don't need help from a Nobody."
"A bold statement for one that knows nothing. One that knows nothing can
understand nothing."
Riku tilts his head away as Xemnas begins to rub him. The sheet only adds to
the effect it has on his body. He can't help but shiver and try to pull away.
But those gloved fingers tighten about his hardening member, steadily
succumbing to the way Xemnas moves his hand.
"You only wish to save Sora. I can help you."
Riku grits his teeth, "Why would you do that?"
"Because I want you."
Those husky words make a shiver pass through Riku, one that has his hips moving
and unconsciously bucking into the awaiting grasp. Xemnas pulls his hand up to
the tip and draws the sheet tightly against it. He continuously runs his thumb
over the head, making the cloth grow damp from the pre-cum leaking out.
Breathing heavy, Riku buries his face against his left arm – not daring to look
toward Xemnas. He won't beg or let any sound leave his lips. Just as his
muscles begin to tense up and the bliss is about to consume him Xemnas pulls
away.
Riku pants heavily, frustrated that Xemnas simply stopped. The conflicting
emotions have him fidgeting in an attempt to get rid of his problem. Not that
Xemnas pays him much attention. He's far too busy stripping off his own
garments; gloves, coat, boot, pants. It all slips down to the floor before he
climbs onto the bed. Riku watches, unable to tear his eyes away, as Xemnas gets
closer while pulling the sheet away. It leaves Riku more than just vulnerable
with his erection in plain sight between his spread legs.
Xemnas kneels before him, reaching out to steady a hand on Riku's hip. It's a
silent order, one that says not to move unless told – one that Riku obeys. Riku
averts his eyes away from Xemnas' body else he let them linger to long on the
dark skin and the muscles it covers. It's easy for him not to look, especially
as Xemnas draws closer so that he can reach around Riku. The hand grabs his
rear, the first sign, and yet Riku tries not to move. Even if he can't get
away, he certainly won't help either. No matter how much his body pulsates with
need.
A fingertip prods between his cheeks, daring to go further as it reaches the
taut bundle of muscles. Riku can't help but flinch away and towards Xemnas,
pure instinct. The latter merely glances at him with eyes that say nothing.
They give nothing away and refuse to tell Riku how much he'll have to endure
for his friends' sakes. A single finger slowly presses into his ass, slipping
in until it's all the way inside. He wiggles it and makes Riku squirm – if only
a hair.
Riku bites at his lip, trying to hold it all inside, as Xemnas partially pulls
his finger out only to have another join it as he thrust them back in. The
white haired boy tries to breath, to do anything that might calm himself. But
the feeling of those fingers digging in before pulling back out has his mind
jumbled. He can't focus on a single thought. Especially not as Xemnas finally
yanks his fingers out entirely.
"Nngh!"
The sound reaches Xemnas' ears and he can't help but think of how sweet of a
sound it is. It simply makes him want to do that more. He hadn't planned on
this or even to go very far. But as the young man trembles so subtly before
him, whatever part of him can't help it. Xemnas is quick to move into position
and does it easily enough. He makes it to where his legs are crossed around
Riku while the latter's own legs stretch out. It has their members brushing
together each time Riku tries to move in a different direction.
Squirming to regain some type of footing, Riku braces one foot against the bed.
Only for Xemnas to reach between them and roughly grasp at Riku's penis. He
squeezes enough to have the boy panting – out of what neither is quite sure –
but it stops him from moving. Xemnas stares at Riku, taking in the way his
brows furrow together and the sweat beads on his skin. Then to those lips that
will be parting shortly for more than just a needed breath.
Xemnas is sure in each movement as he lifts Riku up enough for him to slide
beneath him. Those bound hands of his clench and ball into fists, knowing
what's coming but unable to prepare for it. Not daring to be gentle, Xemnas
only pauses once. He eases the tip of his penis into Riku's ass – almost
gently. However, the second it's inside he brings Riku down onto his lap far
quicker than the boy can imagine. The cock slams deep into Riku without any
warning, as if it digs out his insides to make room.
He hadn't even known he had cried out, not when his mind was going white with
the sudden pain. But Xemnas heard it and it only makes his body that much more
excited. He takes hold of Riku's hips and begins to rock his own up against
them. Riku tilts his head back, staring up at the ceiling in hopes of blocking
out the conflicting feelings. It hurts, oh does it hurt. But with each thrust
he finds himself getting used to it, beginning to enjoy it even. As if his body
is conforming to the shape of Xemnas' penis.
Although he still can't deny the way it feels, as if his insides are churning
about. He can do nothing, especially with his hands still bound above his head.
His body begins to act on its own. He grinds against each pump of Xemnas' hips
while his legs rest limply against the bed. He just can't stop his body and the
way the pleasure wells up in his core, threatening to spill out at each thrust.
Xemnas sits up closer and slides his right hand up Riku's side. His lips press
against Riku's cheek and their noses brush as their bodies move frantically in
search of a climax. It's not a kiss in particular. It's simply their mouths
pressing together, drowning out any sounds Riku dares to utter. It silences the
room save for the sound of slapping skin and the wet noises of Xemnas carving
deep into Riku's ass. Xemnas lets his right hand fall back to Riku's member,
rubbing at it in tune with his thrusts.
A moment later has Riku's toes curling and his moan echoing against Xemnas'
lips. He cums and with Xemnas still holding onto his penis, the white spray
covers his abdomen. At the same time Xemnas releases deep inside of him,
allowing the warmth to fill him. Xemnas doesn't move at first, thinking of
allowing Riku to relax for a moment. But as he pulls away from their kiss and
the small trail of saliva between their lips breaks – he changes his mind.
He moves Riku just enough where he can slide out of him and pull his legs free.
Riku slouches back against the headboard, panting, as Xemnas begins to leave
the bed. He wipes his hand on the sheet and spares only a single glance toward
the heaving boy. It's all it takes. Riku manages to gather up enough breath and
pride to glare at Xemnas beneath the blindfold.
"Untie… me."
Xemnas could chuckle at that – could. "I do not take demands." But then he
reconsiders, silently of course. He leans over to the boy and begins to untie
the long, black cloth. In the process he takes the ribbon over Riku's eyes as
well – effectively striping him of any sort of dark clothes. Riku blinks and
Xemnas watches as something in those aquamarine eyes glints – a strike of
yellow about the pupil. He makes no outward notice of it and rises off of the
bed inside.
As he begins to redress himself, Riku slides down onto the bed with the sheets
bunching up around him. He doesn't want to move, not while Xemnas is still
here. Even as the Nobody opens a portal and begins to leave Riku doesn't move.
Perhaps in a moment he'll think of doing something. Or even manage to
practically crawl to the bathroom. But right then he can do nothing but close
his eyes and take a shaky breath. He knows he has only a short span of peace
before the Superior of the Nobodies returns for more.
(_)(_)(_)
That's how it always begins and ends. He tries to refuse and pull away, but in
the end – each and every time – he gives in. Trapped in this immaculate prison,
he spends his days wandering the mansion that seemingly has no exit. As if it
alone is a world in its own right. If any comfort, a library filled to the brim
with books keeps Riku busy when he's not sleeping or eating. Or being smothered
by Xemnas.
Riku rolls onto his side, still warm and riding on the wave of bliss that had
just taken place. His hair sprawls out over the sheet as he stares at the
window covered by long, thick drapes. Yet not once has he thought of opening
them. In truth, his thoughts have never left Xemnas entirely. The Nobody in
question stands as he dress; slipping into his pants and then his boots.
He never stays – something Riku is all too aware of. To the point where he
craves for him to come back, to have that interaction once more. He knows he
shouldn't, that it's bad for him in so many ways. But he can't deny lusting
after it. Riku clenches his fingers into the sheets, trying to remember when he
didn't want any of this only for the memory of those hands to stop him.
"Sora is no longer a problem."
Those words make Riku's body freeze entirely. Even his breath catches in his
throat. He wants to get up, to show some sign that he cares about those words.
His heart aches and he knows he has to do something. Riku rolls overs as the
sheet tangles about his body. His eyes land upon Xemnas' back as the Nobody
continues – he almost think he's goading him into a reaction.
"That puppet has absorbed all of his power. Even Roxas has proven to be useless
to stop it."
"Why tell me?"
"Because it does not matter. You will not leave my side no matter what I say."
That does the trick. Riku feels the fire burning inside, the drive to rebel
against such a confident statement. He sits up quickly and slams his hand down
against the bed. "That's a lie."
"Ah, excuse me. I meant to say; you cannot leave my side."
A pang, of guilt perhaps, passes through Riku's heart. He doesn't say it
allowed – he doesn't need to – he knows those words ring true. Something deep
inside stirs and he can only assume it's the darkness he's tried to keep under
lock and key. The darkness that coils upward around his heart and becomes his
shackle to Xemnas alone. He digs his fingers into the blankets and glares at
the ground, "I can and I will."
Xemnas turns slowly, eying the boy with a subdued interest. "Do you plan to run
out into danger nude?"
But Riku refuses to let those words still him. Even as he wants to sink back
into the bed he fights his way out of the sheets. He flings them to the side
and stands on rather wobbly legs – having not yet recovered from their latest
session. Riku takes a step forward, intending to prove to Xemnas that when his
friend is in danger there's no consequences that matter.
"What do you plan to do?"
Xemnas merely stands there, but once again he's stopped Riku with simple words.
The Superior waits a moment to see if Riku will dare to come forth with a
retort. After not being able to do so, Riku drops his gaze back to the floor
where his bare feet idle. He doesn't know what to do or how to do it. But he
knows he has to do something. He can't just let one of his friends – best
friends – fall to the wayside because of his weak heart once more.
"I do not want this puppet to have any more control. Sora needs his power
returned to him – all of it."
"Why would you want to help him?"
"Why are you still here?"
Neither will answer. Although not because they can't. They don't want to admit
to the other about what lurks in the deepest parts of their hearts or lack
thereof. The silence falls between them, but Xemnas knows better than to let it
stay that way. He strides over to Riku as he tells him just what he needs to
know. "I'll give you the power you need to become stronger – strong enough to
protect what matters to you. And the direction in which to unless it."
Riku looks up just as Xemnas stops before him. "Why-"
"Do you want to save Sora or not?"
He tries to lower his gaze but Xemnas catches him by the chin. Forcing Riku to
look up at him, the boy instead cuts his eyes to the side as his face flushes
ever so slightly. Xemnas brushes his fingers up Riku's jaw and towards his eyes
– eyes that glint with amber. He knows it won't be long now. Dropping his hand
to ruffle in his pocket, he finds that Riku's eyes connect with his.
Drowning in those deep golden eyes, Riku finds his tongue heavy and unable to
make any words form. He can only gaze at Xemnas. He wants nothing more than to
say yes. But the longer he stands there he begins to realize that he's not so
sure who needs saving. Xemnas reaches down and presses a simple black ribbon
into Riku's hand before turning away. He summons a portal and turns towards it.
Riku runs his tongue over his lips as he clutches his fingers around the
ribbon. He stares into the darkness after swaying his gaze away from Xemnas and
the words that leave him.
"Make your choice."
End Notes
     owo Sooo... this is in response to a set of pictures drawn by the
     amazing Mis-Kitty and colored by yours truly. :'D This was to be
     longer and more canon destroying but - eh. Ehhhh here ya go. xD
     Not sure if I'm doing this right so they may be out of order, thank
     you copy and paste, here are the pictures :D They are NSFW so please
     take that into consideration before clicking. ^^
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